Working my way around words

I have been offered a notebook by Antish who knows my fondness for words. Not that I am very good at writing but I am aware that words have filled all the aspects of my life since a very tender age. They have unlocked the door to my wild imagination and forced me to pull myself together when I was about to fall apart. As I slowly walk towards the end of the road, I carry a pocketful of verbs, nouns, adjectives, even syllables with me, something like a purse filled with potent magic which hopefully will warm my later years.

Try 

     Principles    

                   Friends

                              Laughter

                                          Parenthood

                                                           Christmas 

                                                                          Drives

                Self-Respect                                                Sajaao                        

                                                                            Learn

                                                                Carefree

                                                        Nature

                                             Warmth

                                 Reckless

                    Situation
           Books
    Love

                                                                                                    

Actions and one reaction

What an intense week it has been since last Wednesday!

Antish has had a very honest conversation with me regarding the way I act and behave with people to whom I am attached. It just never really dawned on me that I tend to be overly affectionate with some people and my gestures of tenderness may sometimes be mistaken for a flirt. There is a great amount of truth in it all now that I have been tendered a lens to analyse my behavior. I usually act like someone who constantly needs to charm and seduce people, not because I desire or am attracted to them but simply because I want their attention drawn towards me. I think that as a general rule, most human beings have the tendency to do the same but in my case, being the sentimental jerk that I am, I mix up everything and tend to act as a boyfriend with my friends and as a mate with my lover :(

I am so ever thankful to Antish to have resolved handling this conversation with me with great tact and sensitivity. He has proven again that he could give this life-forging relationship of ours a safe and sound direction and bring it to another level.Consequently, he places his primary emphasis on working to improve our future.

Have you ever met someone who made you face your own delusions in the smoothest possible manner, someone whose sentences are so very carefully crafted that it avoids creating any anxiety in you when pinpointing your flaws, someone who tells you about the mistakes that you have made while feeling a great deal of compassion for you at the same time ? Well I, for sure, am one lucky bastard to share the life of such an extraordinary human being.

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