Saturday 19 August 2017

Reality check

Sometimes we have to take tough decisions in life, decisions which we know will modify the perceptions of people we care for about who we are. I took this risk today because I realized that trying to preserve a relationship by not being honest and open was ending up distorting everything. I have my own distinct rhythm of drama and melancholia drawn from my life experiences.I have tried to stay moored to reality for so long even when at times I felt I was being pulled in contrary directions.

I did my coming out to Kiran today. I should feel relieved.
                     Instead, I have this unexplained impression that the illusion was better.

Did I mar this relationship of ours? pollute it with the truth?

                                               Is honesty the best gift you can offer a dying friend?

Is this the manifesto I want to write to myself?
             
                                                       Why am I feeling awful?

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