2016: I want to have a family with you
Twelve years ago the words sounded very sweet to my ears but the latest ones pronounced this past month have found a different resonance in me. There are no promises, no plans, no talking about it, just hypothetical ideas which lead to nothing. Do I need to tag myself as a 'yearly holiday fling' as from now on?
I can't even believe that I dragged myself into this situation. I was supposed to have the upper-hand for once. It was planned to be the other way round, where I go to London, we have wild sex, I come back looking ten years younger and everyone is happy. No collateral damage, no feeling of discomfort, no apologies, no anything.
Fact 1: We more than like each other
Fact 2: We are so different yet so similar
Fact 3: We will not give up on our respective lives
Fact 4: Karma or when life fucks you in all creative ways
Twelve years ago the words sounded very sweet to my ears but the latest ones pronounced this past month have found a different resonance in me. There are no promises, no plans, no talking about it, just hypothetical ideas which lead to nothing. Do I need to tag myself as a 'yearly holiday fling' as from now on?
I can't even believe that I dragged myself into this situation. I was supposed to have the upper-hand for once. It was planned to be the other way round, where I go to London, we have wild sex, I come back looking ten years younger and everyone is happy. No collateral damage, no feeling of discomfort, no apologies, no anything.
Fact 1: We more than like each other
Fact 2: We are so different yet so similar
Fact 3: We will not give up on our respective lives
Fact 4: Karma or when life fucks you in all creative ways
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